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I dont know what to do
its weird to have someone.. then miss someone else
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Mm life. what an amazing thing. You never know whats gonna happen next, thats what i like the most about it. One day you can be REALLY sad or another REALLY happy. I dont think its what you do or who your around that makes you happy, its what you think about. Being happy has to be something you want to do because if not then you wont be. I think being happy is the most important thing about life. I love it.
i think im just gonna post on here random thoughts of mine. ya'll love it
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wow.. havent written anything in this thing since october.. thats crazy.. its a new year and alot of things have changed for the best and the worse.. i know i have changed alot and i don't know if its made me stronger, a better person, or anything like that.. i just know its happened.. no one reads these things so i don't really have to worry about saying things i shouldn't. Alot of people have walked in and out of my life the past couple of months and i know i didn't really help keep them here, i have pushed alot of people away and it makes me wonder what they are thinking.. i miss the summer when me alyssa and jessica were attached at the hip.. i miss sophomore year with me kelly and alyssa.. its so weird how things happen and how it takes you losing someone to make you realize it. this whole year has made me realize how much girls say they hate boys yet aren't they our weakness? i mean we can go and say what ever we want about them yet we always end up just complaining about how much we like or miss them the next minute, i guess girls are just weird like that. i have had some bad experiences with boys and i know if it wasn't for my friends i wouldn't have gotten through some of them.. you know those days where you just want to sleep for ever? yeah thats been my whole week.. see i don't get how when a relationship ends and its not even on a bad not or anything you both are civil to each other.. alot of hurtful things get said and it ends up just getting worse than it already was. why do they do that? is there some kind of chemical in a guys brain that makes them do that? just a thought.. i cant say i hate guys because they were put in your life to make something of you because i know without alot of the guys in my life i wouldn't be who i am right now and i really appreciate that from them.
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